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The Vinodian problem of 'forgetting'

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(Pasting from twitter)  This is not happening for the first time.  I was on a phone call talking to my friend, and it was time to get off the bus. I took the backpack but forgot the two small handbags. I realised it in 2-3 mins and the anxiety kicked in. I ran across the premises to find the bus back but  in vain. I didn't know the bus number or the name of the conductor/driver. To make it worse, some new bus written "Hisar-Rohtak-Hisar" was leaving or entering every minute. Someone suggested getting help from Ticket Booking Branch on the 1st floor (fortunately I still had the ticket). The Branch guy searched and concluded it was the conductor Sandeep from Hisar Depot itself (thankfully). Gave me his contact number. It was "out of network coverage". Someone suggested visiting the workshop (Karmshala - a place where the buses are parked after the round or during the night). I did. Visited Yard Room. Yard Manager told me that the bus might have left for Sirsa. Som...

Observations (body, mind and behaviour)

 (Will keep on adding) ~ 04/04/2023, Park, TDI Lake Grove: Headache after pushups After 1-2 rounds of jogging around the park, and 5 mins of rest on the bench, I did 40 pushups for the first time (my routine was at 30 pushups). My frontal cortex started to pain a lot, the kind of pain that happened during my fevers (headaches rather) or sometimes after 2nd intensive masturbation but more intense.  I took it as "healthy only" given Andrew Huberman talked about using oneself on the edge of physical activity to raise heartbeat etc for a few seconds or a couple of mins.  ___________________________________________  I wanna go jump in a river. Is it th right tiiime?  i am wrong.